[ryan]

i have often tried to find corralations between jungian psycology and nagualism. the following is just a hunch of mine, no more. the feeling of someone coming up behind you could be the "shadow". i think you have unresolved issues in your waking hour. fears, hesitations. until you lose the human form you will still be subject to the forces of the human intent. my recommendation is that you recapitulate, if only just the things that have heavy feelings attached to them. Don Juan said "when we talk about dreaming get as heavy as you want, but when you dream, be as light as a feather.