[ryan]

lilac when i read your words i understand because i was there, and even today after all my battles i must admit there are times when i feel pulled to feel that way again. my self-importance compels me to say, that there was no one more shy or self obsorbed than i. and i miss that comfy state of mind at times. but YOU can and will change. Don Juan said that "most people don't realize that they can change anything they want about themselves in the blink of an eye". and that he himself proceeded to "chip off" the things about himself that he needed to change.

the difference between being a sociopath and stalking in my estimation is this.
in stalking the intent is impeccability. in sociopathology the intent is the "self". same action, different intent.