[DrakeWan]

I'm as secretive as I need to be, and because I'm secretive in some aspects people assume I'm bullshitting them all the time.. lol

But really.. I can understand what Don Juan was saying about ditching the shamanism thing... lol heheh Can't you see the recapitulation happening to everyone at every turn... and the self-importance training all around us..? our media sources are stuffed with ... 'training' and lessons and helping... petty tyrants don't need to be sought after anymore that's for sure... It's in our music, our TV shows, our movies... it's in us.

There's so many kids out there soooo screwed up due to erratically moving "assemblage points"... ... whether it's drugs or shitty home lives.. it's all relative, but all of these 'goth' kids.. or cutting kids are just using different methods to move their assemblage points... although laterally, none of them have any of these tools... impeccability, stalking, dreaming.. many of them just Half-Ass stalk, missing some of the vital parts that make a stalker a master stalker.... and some dreamers are the same.. most are just lucid dreamers who morbidly believe their dream-worlds, and happenings.

There's major problems .... open your eyes to the intent of freedom.... the world is crying.

Listen to the shaman of the jungle... who are stuck with none of this knowledge, just dreamers.... or just curers, using dreams.. without knowing of any of the other aspects..

The oil companies are destroying their habitat..

and our reason in the west is destroying our habitats .. (our bodies) ourselves..
Finally with quantum physics the west learns about the nagual... be warned they will consume it for their own benefits quickly..

My mission or path has always been freedom, way before I even started reading Carlos Castaneda... I had serious bouts with death (born with my intestines out, [gastroscisis]) upon entering this world and the spirit helped me tremendously for its purposes not mine... and coincidentally without knowing it, it was freedom.. I dropped out of school because it wasn't teaching me what I wanted and I couldn't read the books I wanted because I had school to deal with ... so I had to ditch it.. and working was minimal for me... only when needed, I moved away from home at a young age. (15) away from family, which I've never really considered family ... stumbled around the gnostic/esoteric areas of knowledge, learned a lot, a lot that I can apply a lot better now with the knowledge I have recently learned, because I can better see more of what they were trying to saying.. without their horrible descriptions, or my horrible bias upon hearing certain words.. or my utter confusion... so I was either always driven by freedom for my body, or opinions, or my actions... and my side project has always been trying to get other people to seek the same quest, showing them the things I learn how-ever I can, by using as many different outlooks at possible so they can understand it's just a description.

but I think we should take Don Juans advice and never-mind with the particulars, we should focus on the path.. which is freedom.. the one with the most heart ever...