10-12-2006, 12:53 AM
I think I want to be quite neutral with this flyer-issue, but it game into my mind that what if...
I think I was about 6-8 years old when I was once alone in our house, and suddenly I realized that people do actually die. I felt like jumping to the walls, literally. Later I cried to my mother and she said that everybody dies. (Oh how comforting...)
Well, I guess every child about that age realizes that, but that wasn't enough of panic about dying. As an adult I have occasionally woken up in the middle of the night feeling awful. In those occasions I never remember any dream, it's like I've been in coma... And then suddenly I just feel full panic and would like to screem. If I try to think what the hell is going on, all I can get into my mind is an idea about my body decaying when I'm still inside it and aware.
I've had all kind of theories about those night horrors. If one could be that I can sense the flyer coming into me, so be it - one more theory.
Now that I think about it, why so many people fear that there is a boogey man under the bed, or that their bodies are stolen when they are in sleep?
Just lately I woke up in the morning and saw with the corner of my eye something flying away from me, but aren't flyers supposed to fly toward people, not away from them? So possible this was something else.
If these flyers are to be taken seriously, then I have one very interesting question: are we free of them when we are dreaming, and are we slaves to them only when we operate in the daily world?
I think I was about 6-8 years old when I was once alone in our house, and suddenly I realized that people do actually die. I felt like jumping to the walls, literally. Later I cried to my mother and she said that everybody dies. (Oh how comforting...)
Well, I guess every child about that age realizes that, but that wasn't enough of panic about dying. As an adult I have occasionally woken up in the middle of the night feeling awful. In those occasions I never remember any dream, it's like I've been in coma... And then suddenly I just feel full panic and would like to screem. If I try to think what the hell is going on, all I can get into my mind is an idea about my body decaying when I'm still inside it and aware.
I've had all kind of theories about those night horrors. If one could be that I can sense the flyer coming into me, so be it - one more theory.
Now that I think about it, why so many people fear that there is a boogey man under the bed, or that their bodies are stolen when they are in sleep?
Just lately I woke up in the morning and saw with the corner of my eye something flying away from me, but aren't flyers supposed to fly toward people, not away from them? So possible this was something else.
If these flyers are to be taken seriously, then I have one very interesting question: are we free of them when we are dreaming, and are we slaves to them only when we operate in the daily world?