[ryan]

Death maybe? I'm trying to do all the things I left out in the past, either because I didn't believe them, or because I thought they were metaphorical. One of these things is using Death as an advisor, literally. I don't understand how death can make a gesture to you ie; "is death a personage?", but I've decided to visualize it as such in spite of my not understanding. It has helped, and has had the added effect of pointing out the fact (not literally )that everything I percieve is biased and in fact I know NOTHING for certain. Now I have a better understanding as to what the inventory is and knowing that has renewed my sense of mystery and wonder.