[BratscheWarrior]

If i'm understanding what your getting at, your seeking a linear explanation. Trying to wrap your mind around something that doesn't quite make sense. And in saying that, i have no explanation. How puny reason is. Reason doesn't know what to make of things that can't be explained. And yet i might have found that it's a powerful tool you can use to get your way (evil maniacal laughter in the background).

So what does onanism mean? i thought it was a spelling error.