06-09-2007, 06:01 AM
i meant exactly what i said. How can i have a relationship when all people do is squeeze the shit out of their partner? i'm the ONLY one (of the people i know and see) who feels like this. How can you be with someone who wants to squeeze you? Would you let people do that to you?
Now saying that, on occasion, there have been a miniscule amount of women i would seriously think of being with. Maybe i'm attracted to their energy body which might show the SLIGHTEST sign of being cleansed? i can't say for sure.
Maybe it's the pessimist in me coming to that conclusion. Or the realist. But i can say that it's something i want. And not having it makes me a bit unhappy at times. How disturbing is that. Just another thing to stalk...
Now saying that, on occasion, there have been a miniscule amount of women i would seriously think of being with. Maybe i'm attracted to their energy body which might show the SLIGHTEST sign of being cleansed? i can't say for sure.
Maybe it's the pessimist in me coming to that conclusion. Or the realist. But i can say that it's something i want. And not having it makes me a bit unhappy at times. How disturbing is that. Just another thing to stalk...