[ryan]

hey every-body. It seems like I found my way back to nagualism.com, feels good. I hope this isn't reaching, but I think that this experience is relevant to the inventory. Maybe I haven't been aware of this in the past, but since I have been trying to monitor my mental activity I notice that when simply glancing at words and sentences I will see words and phrases that aren't actually there. This can be kind of an inconvience as you can imagine and I must admit I'm not really focused at these times. It happens with people's faces too.

I remember reading the time that CC witnessed a dying creature, but upon closer inspection, it turned out to be a simple piece of cloth.

[ensonar]

Yeah I think it's good to be open like that; not judging the glimpses of the edges of awareness one way or another.

I see things out of the corner of my eye all the time.. a person, an animal, an object, a movement, whatever. Usually it is fleeting, but on rare occasions I get a chance to leave it in the corner of my eye, and keep watching the mystery. It takes practice to catch these moments.

[Lilac]

Diddo. All the time things happening in the corner of my eye...

:lol:

[BratscheWarrior]

Same here. Anyone know what these fleeting shadows/images are?

[ryan]

Death maybe? I'm trying to do all the things I left out in the past, either because I didn't believe them, or because I thought they were metaphorical. One of these things is using Death as an advisor, literally. I don't understand how death can make a gesture to you ie; "is death a personage?", but I've decided to visualize it as such in spite of my not understanding. It has helped, and has had the added effect of pointing out the fact (not literally )that everything I percieve is biased and in fact I know NOTHING for certain. Now I have a better understanding as to what the inventory is and knowing that has renewed my sense of mystery and wonder.