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i dreamt of a cereal bowl. i woke up trying to eat it. im told that until you become a dreamer the things in dreams are of little importance. got control?

[smellyfart]

This question is directed at Ensonar (the dreamer?) but anyone please feel free to make a comment.


Twice in the past week I've been waking up alot in the middle of the night. When I doze back off, when I'm in the blackness before dreams I feel this feeling. If I focus on the feeling I can "hook" onto it and as it intesifies I can feel it vibrating my whole body. It feels like a weird, scarry energy. After waking up a few times,dozing off, and sinking back into the feeling I find that I'm looking at my feet with my eyes open parilized. Then last night the same thing happened but this time it was a different feeling-energy it was not as intense, softer and I was transported into this "hazy" dream. The details are fuzzy but their was I think three "human awarenesses" and as I fought to hold the feeling-dream I was told that I was working beyond my energy level. I don't remember if I asked to borrow some energy or if it was voluntered but for a couple seconds after I was told about my lack of energy everything became super clear and crisp and I "knew" I was being lent energy. I had the feeling that whoever I was interacting with was "amused" at the whole thing. I wan't your guys imput. Lately I've really been wanting to hook up with other warriors and I'm afraid that last nights experiences were just a kind of wish fullfillment. This is by far the most intense dreaming experience I've ever had.

[ensonar]

I'm not sure I understand the question.

[Nick]

Hi S.F.
I have experienced the scary feeling and the body vibrations myself. C.C. reckons the fear is the flyers fear because it senses that we are gaining power through our dreaming. I would suggest that you continue to monitor the situation in a light non-obsessed way and see what transpires.
Also, by wanting to hook up with other warriors you are intending that to happen.

[smellyfart]

Ensonar, I guess I want my experiences validated. I kind of think of you as my personal Don Juan That may sound stuiped or contrived but you do give excellent advice.

Thanks Nick!

[ensonar]

Nonsense. I'm far from anyone's don Juan.

We're all in this together, and yet we're obviously all on our own. The more we accept and understand contradictions, the more everything becomes clearer.

I think Nick gave some great advice. All we can do is explore the areas that we reach through our own exploration. And try to not become obsessed or overly concerned about anything along the way.

Watch your own actions and try to be aware of your own motivations. Anything that is done out of self-importance or the desire for mere coziness, learn to let go of it and move on. Move on to stronger more potent areas.

[joyseph]

And I, in the last month, have had at least three really powerful dreams about vampires. I don't think it's simply "phantasmagorical" clap-trap. I think something is, at the very least, interested in what I'm up to, and, at the worst, it's a "vampire"! yikes. :lol:

[Merged]

It's almost time for my nagual nap. So take lots of nagual naps.
The best time to do dreaming is late at night and early in the morning.
The way to relegate the dreaming attention to something utterly impersonal is by as we have said,
"We have to do not-doings day and night." You're viewing the body smellyfart as a corpse lying in front of you in which decay has settled; you know this. To see that body as you may be the onset of incipient dreams. But really what it is is the third gate of dreaming. 'Take off your clothes and grab that ally,' so to speak. Or jolt the flyer as he said. With your Jad. Focus on objects foreign to your cogniton.
Carlos is a stalking nagual, I think. It would help alot if you could encourage the nagual whale ( see pic) with a poem. Myself I says I am a dreaming nagual. I'm here to lend my energy and give pointers from time to time. peace to you ensonar.

[smellyfart]

You would think a Nagual would know how to use proper grammer. So Don Scottie if you lend me some energy does that mean I have to pay it back?

[Merged]

Ah, I see for a nominal fee of say even if it is 25dollars. Why, yes. The OldDog bit me and I bit YOU and YOU! And then just then out of the dark airy corridors of the Westerlyhouse of bat a woman's voice appeared in the hallway. There appeared a plate of food in front of me, the woman's voice said, Don't be scared it's me. Carlotta. Hi my name's carlotta and I lost weight. Meeting you. This summer. And then I knew his thoughts. Wild times. My dreaming goes like this--W-e-a-k-e-n--e-d. Reach for your higher self. And your higher self will force you to die. Tell me you will not die until you do OldDog in the meantime Do! Do! Do!